Okay the purpose of all of the sudden I am here is to write about regarding the issue where a lot of people end up suicide this day as they are having depression. 

To be honest, i also has been in these state but not that bad. Because i am new at that time. It was when I were in form 5 where i need to live in someone's house which it was not with my mom. I rarely see my mom during that year. I always cry cause i don't know what to do and bored at the same time. You know what? People who thinks a lot are so dangerous, they cannot be alone as they will keep on thinking so much until it will make them feels so down. I am all alone at that time. Yess, there's someone living at the house too but i were in awkward situation to talk with them like what i used to do with my family or friends. So, whenever im having a hard time, i will be silenced. After my accident, that was the time i was not in a good state. I always stay in my bedroom, rarely to go outside, except for food. I always scream whenever there's no one in the house cause i don't even know why i feel like want to shout. But i were afraid if my neighbour could heard my screaming so i bare my voice from using high volume at that time. I kept myself busy with books but sometimes i feel like i want to torn the paper apart. I don't know why I'm being like that and whose control me. I am glad that I am all good right now as i have my family with me. 

So, what i want to say here is, please and please don't ever underestimate someone who telling you that they might be in depression. Maybe they are still new with the sickness. Therefore, it is not too late for you guys to give them advice and listen to their problem cause they really need your help ❤. Don't judge their problem and telling them it is normal like others cause it will lead them to be overthinking person. Overthinking and anxiety are part of the criteria that will lead to depression nowadays. Let spread love not judgemental mindset.