Mother,
I really couldnt imagine how my mom carry me when I still in her stomach. 9 months she had carry me everywhere she wants to go. now, I have be a teenager.
I know my mother had suffered enough to raise me until i had become like this. When I had 10 years old, my mom had divorce. but, she still take a good care of me very well. Don't you know ? when my mother had divorce with my father, my mom need to carry my younger sister in her stomach. Its already about 5 month that she was carry it but she dont know about that until she going to the hospital.
In april 2010, my younger sister had birth. My mom need to rest about 40 days because of the abstinence after the baby was born. My mom need to manage everything beh herself. when my sister and I going to school and leave her alone, she had do everything to life alone. I know my mother was hurt a lot at that time. but she still can smile to us. When she had finished the abstinence , my mom, my siblings and I need to go to Putrajaya for the changing school. we go there by bus. My mother need to take care 4 of us (my sibling and I ) who are still childlish. after we had arrived in Station bus Pudu Raya we need to searching for the train. can you imagine how my mom control of my sibling with a baby in her hands ? We need to walk to the LRT. we arrived to our destination about 7 pm. How tire my mother at that time. hmm.
In 2011, my mother had broken leg because she was fall in the stair. My sister playing a powder and throw it to the stair and made my mother falling into it. Eventhough, her leg was injured she still try to drive a car to send us to the school and working.
Alot of thing that my mother had confronted since I am not born yet until now.
I know my mother had cried a lot but she still can control herself for not letting her tears drop infront of my siblings. She try her best to be a best mother for our siblings.
I want to make one conclusion in my life ;
My Mother Is My Father
Saranghae Omma !
Kaklong had arrived in Sarawak and she totally enjoy her day with my family. What the fish ! I just stayed her and need to study for the exam. My family enjoyed their time together. I miss my family very much. Please let me be with them too. Its been 4 month i didnt got to see them and spend our time together. Our crazyness , happiness all we shared together. my family whatsapp group was very silent maybe they spend their time with the joy while Im staying here feel so bored. Hmm. i want to go back. i want to finish my exam as soon as possible as that I can have a holiday and spend my time with my family. Huhuuaaaa😭😭😭
Pagi tadi , terlintas dalam hati nak tengok group 3 pd dalam facebook. Hahahaa tengok je terus rindu. gambar dalam group tu saje dh hampir 500 lebih. Ape benda la yg group aku post dr ting2 smpai ting3 dulu. Seriously , aku rindu diorang. Perangai aku , gila aku semua aku tunjuk kat deme ni.
Gambar kelas form 2 ade kat bawah ni. Aku nak letak kat tengah2 tapi tak bole sebab aku berblogging guna fon je. Blog tak syok guna dalam fon actually
tapi sebab aku takde lappy so aku redho je berblogging guna fon. Kelas aku tak cantik sgt time form2 dulu. Masuk form 3 bole la tahan cantik. selalu dpt no 3 je. Yg gbr aku ngn kawan kawan aku tu time
Form 2. Besar en baju aku ? hahaha aku mmg suka pakai baju besar besar. Dah ramai yang tegur psl perangai aku pakai baju besar. Mak aku tak bg aku pakai baju yang muat muat sbb dia sayang anak dia yg comel niii . Mak aku sangat jaga maruah aku. Sayang umii. Hari ibu tak bole sambut bukan bermakna kita tak bole hargai jasa ibu kan. pada aku , setiap hari , hari ibu. Love u omma. saranghaee
Kelas form 2.
kelas form3
Time form 2 dulu
Ruginyaaaa. . Aku bole kot cakap ngan dia tadi. Dia nak amik dah tuala kat tangan aku tu. Tapi aku tak pandang pon dia huhuhu. Kalau aku pandang mestu aku bole start cakap ngan dia dahhh. Ni aku g bagi kat mak dia. Huhuhhu. Rasa menyesal gila gila. Harini yg paling best tp aku rasa menyesal teramat sangat. Peluang hanya datang sekali kot. Kalau aku tak start cakap ngan dia sekarang. Nnt bila lagi aku bole jumpa dia ? Dah la setiap minggu aku berharap nak jumpa dia tiba tiba peluang ni aku lepaskan macam tu je. Huhuhu. Menyesal kot. tak tahu mcm mne nak cakap tp mmg aku menyesal skrg ni. Rugi koy. Kalau tak, aku bole start ckp ngan dia. Takde la aku tanam lama sgt perasaan ni. Huhuhu. Payoh bila ade crush ni. Em . Aku tak penah pikir pon yang aku akn ada crush org yg dekat ngn life aku skrg ni. Huhuhu. tolong laaa. Aku menyesal sangat ni. Huhu pisang tak berbuah dua kali. Tadi time mak dia mintak tuala tu , aku pegi amik tuala kat dapor. Leps tu aku panggil mak dia ' ni tuala ' tapi mak dia tak dengar. Tp dia yang datang. tapi aku takperasan dia datang. Aku terus bagi kat mak dia. Kalau aku bg kat dia kan bestttt. Kalau la bole putarkan masa balik huhuhu. Menyesal pon tak guna emhmm
Huhu. Seriously, dots mmg best gila. Tapi final episode dia tak syok sangat. Dan aku pon malas nak tengok episode last dia. Huhu kecewa kot tak dapat tengok joong ki lagi. joong ki gentle gila dah la hensem . Huaaaa 😭
Seriously , bila kita pendek ni mesti rasa rendah diri tu gila gila tahap gaban bila semua orang kat sekeliling tinggi macam galah. Huhuhu. ade orang kata pendek tu comel tapi entah la. Tak semua orang ada pendapat yang sama. Aku takleh bayang nnt macam mana aku kerja sebab perempuan kan umur terakhir yang dia bole tinggil dalam 16, atau 17 kan.so, aku nak masuk 17 dah tapi nak padam whiteboard pon kena lompat lompat lagi. What the fish 😌. Huhuhu. Thats why aku prefer laki tinggi dari pendek. Mana tak nya , aku ni dah la pendek. Takkan la nak genetik aku pon pendek macam aku. Tapi en, aku pelik jugak. Mak aku selalu kata ' nana tinggi '. Dia tak tahu ke yang kat sekolah aku la antara student top 10 dalam ukuran ketinggian ni. Huhu. Takpe la, mak aku bagi kata kata pembakar semangat untuk aku bersyukur. Hahahha. Alhamdullilah sependek pendek aku ni, aku masih bole berjalan kesana kemari. 🙊😂
